Friday, November 11, 2005

 

Disapearing under the Heap

Being back at work is not good ! I really used to enjoy my job - and, without going over the top, I was bloody good at it. Right up until the last three months before the sleeping sickness got me, and I became totally irrational I had run my team, virtually on my own for three years, trained up two new team leaders and encouraged others to take further career steps. I know I've been off for a long time and it takes further time to settle back in But I feel increasingly isolated and marginalised. Decisions that I used to be involved in are now being taken without any reference to me, I am trying to digest new systems and policies brought in whilst I was off - Had an uncomfortable meeting with my line manager who said that some of my team have now lost confidence in my ability to manage them !! All in all I am beginning to believe that I sould start looking for another job ! The finances have also now dropped through the floor - Not just due to the half pay business, which is still not sorted out but She who must be obeyed still has not found a job and I am now overdrawn as soon as I get paid - The bank has stopped paying everything and charged me £400.00 in bank charges - making me further overdrawn !! so in the words of the song "Why does it always rain on me ??" - One of the main reasons I've not been blogging is that they didn't pay my internet subscription !! Hey ho !! rant over
getting depressed again
mog

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